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Do you ever have days where you just can see to perk up. Ive been having alot of those lately. The feel sorry for me days, or can it get any worse days, or everyone get away from me days or theres a rain cloud over my head and it wont go away? I often say I want the personality of Tigger but Im really Eeyore. One of my many new years resolutions was to be more positive, happy, glass is half full but already I broke that resolution. Today I was listening to Lady Antebellum for the millionth time (love that CD)and I think every song on the cd reminds me of my life somehow so really I guess my life is a county song. Anyways I thought I would copy the lyrics to the song I have listened to over and over today and a little bit ago I actually listened to the lyrics and then looked them up because although the song is in a way sad it trys to up lift you to help you see things will get better. I also want to dedicate this song to my next door neighbor and best friend Shawna in some ways our lives mirror each other and with the support of one another I think we will survive.

"One day you will" by Lady Antebellum

You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now

[Chorus]
But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet

[Repeat Chorus]

Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you're made of, you're made of

[Repeat Chorus]

One day you will
Oh one day you will

If you want to hear the song here is a link to you tube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wB_rRIWoGAA